Another blessing!

I AM REALLY HAPPY!! ^^

Results are out on the 29th midnight!! (Right after I came back from CC)...hohoho! I shall say, I did quite well! Will be getting an excellence award! First ever in INTI!! :D last semester was a short semester,so no award. And previously I did A-levels, no award too. Been studying hard for this exam (5 subjects, what to do?), so I am 100% going overseas next year! As long as visa is approved...Will it be Australia or New Zealand? We'll see by then...^^ its like a dream come true... big thanks to my classmates for supporting me & Luke who is my so-called-study-partner :D



"count your blessings name them one by one. count your blessing see what God has done"

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Ok time to clean up my messy room, hopefully it will be cleaned up by tonight =/ its like a tornado that just occured @@...people commented..
"wow...battle in you room isit?"
"WTF!"
"OMG OMG!"

So blessed!

Long post, but something worth reading

Friday night, right after exam...went to KL and stayed over at KL Plaza with my classmates (Baiks&Buruks). Karaoke-d...slept for less than 2 hours...went to Genting for a day trip, it rained there which was bad, didn't get to sit all the rides because we were all tired, corkscrew and spinner were close too -.- however, i finally sat on the flying coaster!! it was awesome! Stayed at Cherrie's at Ampang on the same day too ^^ . A fun yet tiresome trip...

KL Plaza~

Baiks&Buruks <3>At Cherrie's place :)

BUT...ICF Camp 2009 was better! :) story telling time!
This camp, was no doubt better than the ICF Camp 2008. Its not about the fun part...every camp is fun. Its the 'blueprint review'...aka message session. And interesting photos, though there is only 22 of us ;) Camp was held at Harvest Haven. Its in an estate area in Gopeng, Perak. Sounds like a bad place huh? Estate with palm trees and cow dung everywhere...but its a great place!



It was a 4 days, 3 night camp. Swam for 3 days in a row...!! pool was highly chlorinated though...it spoiled my hair TT.
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What the speaker (pastor caleb) ministered that speaks to me was 'Character Formation'.
-We mature through trials.
-Challenges help us to grow.
-Have a listening heart.
-Acceptance of prosperity & poverty.
-Overcoming TEMPTATION!!

The next one was 'Things that destroy relationship'. Well, he diverted it to the boy-girl context.
-Non-christians always wonder why Christians must have a christian partner, well... we have a common faith...we need that more than common interst.
-We must becareful of destructive words (i need to work on that, I do get uptight easily when I am angry).
- Power of community; see how they relate to other people.
-Great love is a great communicator.
- Is God in the relationship?? For this, what I've learn is that HE must be in the relationship before it even started, not bringing HIM into it once you start. Its just like in the bible during the war between the Israelites and the Philistines...the Israelites brought in the Ark of Covenant later during the war, and they lost. Same context.
- Free from defilement
-Guys should LISTEN
-Be fruitful!
What the speaker mentioned..."how do you feel when a guy says I don't want you..." I can't take it when he said that, it really hits me. Guess he knew something too. He also said that they can't take it back once they said it.

After this session, the speaker prayed for each of us...and he doesn't go praying from one end to another, but he knows who to start off with. So happened, I was the first...and what he prayed about, hits me hard again. Before he prayed, he asked ShuJin to hug me and he prayed for me. He knows who to choose. I did not tell anyone what happened yet, only ShuJin knows because we stayed in the same room and she asked me. Though I am not so close to her, and i am closer to some other girls. I can't remember everything that he say, because I was sobbing then. But he said 'though I might have shame, felt dirty and guilt in the past...God still loves me for who I am. He knows the hurt and pain I have gone through'. Theres many more that he said...

PSALMS 25:7 "Remember not the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to your love remember me, for you are good, O Lord."
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and another session, it was about 'wisdom'
He asked me if I do know what does my name means. Yes I do (: Sophia = woman of wisdom. He asked me to come up as he wanted to pray specifically for me about this and said that I will Live life with wisdom. Live up to my name!! .
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Game time!





team building game (its not as easy as it seems!)
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Some WRONG pics
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Sharing time...
my heart was really heavy and I need to say it out, an unexplainable feeling. It is unusual for me to share something, because I do not really share out stuff as I got nothing to share. I was looking forward to ICF Camp ever since I heard of it since this will most probably be the last ICF camp I will be attending. Once the registration booth was up, I signed up for it. I signed up ALONE, no one close in CF went with me as most of the close friends I had in CF left, and some couldn't make it. Most people joined this in pairs, they had a close friend with them. But I do know 95% of the people who were in camp. Something happened on Friday itself, the last day of exam...and my mood went straight down. But felt better after the trip with my classmates. When I came back on Sunday, I did not receive any sms from the camp committee ; where to meet, what time, what to bring and the camp is on Wednesday!! I need to pack! Was so down that I told myself...if I do not get any news from them, I will not go for the camp though I paid for it (RM 120). Went and checked my email, and I got an email telling everything I wanted to know. So even if anything happen, I will go for this camp. I was expecting this to come, just 1 day before the camp...Jared and I broke up. I just gotta tell out since sooner or later, they will know. (If you wanna know the reason, you can just ask me personally through MSN yea...). No hard feelings, really. I got over it I guess...and yes, its amazing how i got over it so fast. So Eric asked me if I still wanna go for camp...since I just had this 'trauma'. Yes, I will. And I had no regrets coming to this camp! And I want to gain more wisdom, knowledge and experience to share wtih people :) I am blessed!!

Mr.Kiasu

Cartoon!

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xoxo

"What God put together, let no man take them apart"